Word of the Moment: Rain[ing]

   This morning its raining and my soul is finally at ease within me. Its the 7th of November, and with only a couple of exceptions the weather has been a freaking joke! its been 70’s and sunny and i am sure that most people were thrilled that they could wear their “jorts” and sunglasses to Halloween, and were pissing their pants with excitement at the very thought of doing the same for Thanksgiving, I was not. I needed fall, I needed November. I need rain storms, I need warm slippers, red noses, and hot chocolate, all of it!

   The last couple of weeks I had felt a little out of sorts, like everything was upside down and I try as I may I could not get a grip! At first, I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but then it hit me: I needed a good cry! only thing is that I don’t cry, its just not something I do, so what I really needed was a good rain! mother nature however, had other ideas. The guy I really wanted to fall for was continuing to pursue me and it was making me want him less and less. Meanwhile, the guy I really don’t want to like, seems to have a magnet pulling me to him and all I needed was to weather to co-operate, to look like how I was feeling. Grey, solemn, and sad. but oh no… until today! here comes the rain, and here comes my spiritual balance.